Dear Jack,

                This past week my soul has been restless. I know we were supposed to meet but you became unavailable. I can’t explain why we were so looking forward to this and then in the end we didn’t. I noticed your shift in tone towards me.  Not sure why. I wish I could tell you what you see as rejection is not. We have such busy schedules it is almost comical that even this date that was supposed to happen was planned two weeks in advance.

                I miss your sweet and endearing messages to me. It has been hard to go through this uncomfortable silence.  I want you to know that I am thankful that you came back into my life. I don’t know the purpose right now but this has caused for some emotions to resurface.  And yes I know I have appeared cautious. I know you are scared and I am too.  

                I wish that I could tell you of the positive changes that I made because of you coming back into my life. I feel like I am living again. Feelings that were buried deep are awaken.  Feelings that I want to explore with you. I want to show you the best of me.

                I don’t know what the outcome will be but I am ready to take a chance.  I hope you are too.

Yours,

Emma