The other day I wished to see you in my dreams and said I would wait for you. You showed up. I dreamt that someone was carrying your suitcase with the vinyl records that you gave me.  We took that suitcase from your apartment when they cleaned it out. I am trying to find out where your final resting place is so I can come see you and tell you all about Jack.

                When I look up the meaning of suitcase and vinyl records, both represent a change or new start. Dreams about vinyl records also symbolize a closer connection with someone. This warms my soul.  In the last few weeks albeit small, some shifts have started to occur both individually and with Jack.  I walk lighter these days. My prayer intentions have a new meaning. It feels soul filling.

                I’ve let go of people who serve no purpose and search for meaningful experiences. Today I witnessed the depth of love someone has for a spouse who has been departed for over 30 years. Some love runs deep despite the time frame.  In the afternoon, I was amazed at how life added another layer of experience to a woman I considered a sage.  I imagined myself in her experience as I listened to how she maneuvered through her new life with bonus kids.  I see these experiences as a softening of my heart.                 I also absolved myself from my past mistakes. I am ready to give love and accept love that the universe is ready to send my way. Tonight, I will thank God for sending a sign. You in my dreams signaling change.  I wish you were here to see this change.